I work for the only f-ing company who...

...would have me tell them 3 times very specifically that I'm so tired, feeling sick, nautious, dizzy, and not sure if I feel comfortable driving to work, let alone running there 350,000 dollar loader for 8 hours that says. 'well we can't find anyone else so you HAVE to come in' or 'think of the money'. I wish I was more talented with expletives. I hate this, and I hate what it's doing to me...